Random Disaster.

yuhu.. have been gg out w LUKE recently, i also dunno why i choose to continue going out w him ,unlike IWAN whom i treated totally differently.Just taht everytime we went out the feeling growing stronger,he did try to hold my hand after the 4th time we went out,i cant even remember clearly how mnay times we went out.Haha juz remembered taht i always meet him everytime before and after he cme back from business trip.There is once he called me from CHINA when he ison business trip,and im qutie touched by it.After that he tried to call me a few times when he was there.After he came back we met for "Pirates of the Caribbean" and that time the feeling is not so strong.I think i start to feel that i like him when we met for movie for 2nd time-which is when he hold my hand in e cinema.Feel secure by it,although in my mind rationally thinking shouldnt let him hold my hand 1st but couldnt seem to resist it.

He is a passionate guy,i can say.He did show love and affection,but still whether it will last long or not im still doubtful about it.After that movie he called me for 3hours on the phone keep asking me to consider it.He now my doubt is bcoz going overseas to study soon ,but still he want to try it.So i tot it over and give it a try lorr.

So far still good,we chat on the phone everyday even though didnt see each other,and i think i start to miss him,think of him in the morning and nite before i go to bed.Feel close to him,and i unconsciously start to compare with my ex.With him i cant feel the passion but its merely like a security,dunno whether because the time has taken away all the passion or its me that is losing the feeling.Hopefully will ahve beautiful memories with Luke......will update again v soon.....bye bye

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